Their Trying To Impress Themselves

what i write may not make any sense but i really dont care i just want to let it all out its really pointless seeing as those who have hurt me will never see this but arghh i cant explain it writing this down helps me get my feelings out and helps me structure my thoughts so i know who to love hate pity n jst scream at

lets start with
Nina- i just really cant explain you, i mean your unexplainable we have been through so much SO much and now this..?? how the hell can u just decide that the whole of what we had was a mistake, a lie you'd been telling not only me but yourself what kind of logic is that the thing is i no your lying you did you DO love me i know what this is about because i understand your situation but really we can get through this i knw this sounds shit corny but Neen this is true, it actually HURTS like i cant breathe its like yeah i am crying right about now but then you would no u always said i was emotional, you used to laugh, we could still do that..Nina please..arhh nina u no what your doing to me but still your going off with..its so hypercritical but Nina your not like that, you know your not

Joe-fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck you your a stupid fucking fuck hole that should be fucking dead argghhh jjoe your arghh "im an actor, thats what we do".?! wtf who the fuck says that?? is this an episode of eastenders you stupid fucking bastard!! arghh joe your a waste of space as childish and silly as that may sound i really dont give a shit because thats what you are, im sorry that you see being bi as only a turn on

Emma- wtf you think just becaus eme and Nina are fighting you can slide in i mean what is this?! just because im bi does NOT mean im automatically hooking up with a lesbian you shitfaced cow ok so im not the fittest girl up here but im not some pity pole for everyone to come and jump on

Robbie-  im soooooo sorryy i really am if your still keeping tabs on rubys ridiculous life i just want to apologise because i no how bad mum and dad are being and im sooo sorry im putting you in this position but please dont say anything nw just a little while longer, i'l be home soon

Ruby yes me ruby you need to get some back bone and tell the fucking assholes there assholes tell the bitches their bitches and tell the people you love you love if they dont listen tell them again and again
stop crying stop drinking no more of THAT and keep away from THEM
start walking to your own drum beat again roo you never used to be this weak